THE ABUSE YOU SUFFERED HAS NOW POSITIONED YOU TO MINISTER POWERFULLY There are many who have had to endure extremely painful experiences such as being emotionally, physically or sexually abused as a child. Being abused by a spouse that you loved and then they later told lies about you accusing you of doing what they did to you to get others to hate you and destroy your relationships and reputation. Gossip spread about you from church people can cause you to have to leave. Not getting a promotion that you were due or that you deserved.  Having someone steal money from you.  Losing a loved one due to a tragic car accident or early death due to sickness.  There are many experiences that are horrible to endure at the time but when the Lord heals you as you forgive all who hurt you, repent for your own pride and sin, get delivered from demonic strongholds and addictions, then God uses the pain you experienced to ultimately strengthen you and often lead you into ministering to help others heal from the very same things that you endured because you now have compassion for those who are going through similar circumstances. You…

YOU’VE LOST FRIENDS BECAUSE THEY WANTED TO TAKE GOD’S BLESSINGS FROM YOUR LIFE  Many of us have learned over time that those we were friends with were actually using us for their own personal gain and wasting our time. They acted like they were for you, sometimes for many months or years, all the while they were attracted to your godliness and wanted to receive a blessing from their association with you and your anointing because they could not live without compromise.  They saw that you were being blessed by the Lord as you helped many and they wanted what you walked in but were not willing to live a consecrated life, instead being sexually impure and having ungodly relationships feeding their flesh, walking in pride, selfishness, lying and gossiping but trying to act like they were godly and super religious. They acted like they wanted to walk in the fruit of the spirit but they refused to humble themselves and continued to live in rebellion and unrepentant sin.  So the Lord separated them from you and although it was painful because you truly loved them like Christ, their intentions were evil and they were holding you back and compromising…

The spirit of Jezebel is alive and plentiful in today’s world.  People who operate in the spirit of Jezebel have the following behavioral traits; Controlling and manipulative Jealous and demanding Selfish and sexually impure Lie to get your way and to control other people and hurt them Desire to shut down the true Holy Spirit Anxious & Fearful (you hear the enemy and are controlled to do what he says or else) Intimidating and dominant Love to provoke people to anger Hear constant chatter from the enemy in your mind and thoughts Desire for power and leadership and ultimately to shut down good ministries who are operating in the Lord Very prideful & twisting the truth (which comes from the spirit of Leviathan) Many people who are in ministry today are operating to some degree in the spirit of Jezebel unless they have gone through deliverance and truly forgiven all who have hurt them in their lives and repented for their pride and sins so their fruit smells good and is Christlike. People with the spirit of Jezebel desire to latch onto people who have the spirit of Ahab who have high positions in ministries / churches or are successful in…

When one is enduring an extreme tribulation in life, the Lord can use it later in our lives as an extreme anointing from Him when coming out the other side healed, redeemed and restored.  There is a vast difference between enduring an extreme circumstance when you have no choice in life (such as verbal abuse as a child or worse) and then willingly allowing yourself to be taken advantage of or emotionally abused (or worse) in a marriage. When one is a child and grows up with a parent (or both) who treat you with rejection, control, criticism or worse, there is much pain that develops which the enemy uses later in life.  The enemy whispers to you that you cannot trust anyone and based out of fear, you become very controlling and can be abusive to other relationships in life, sabotaging them.  But once healed later in life, through forgiveness and possibly through renunciation prayers commanding any enemy spirits, such as Jezebel or Leviathan, to be gone from your life, you can develop an anointing from the Lord to help many others get freed. When a person is married to someone who treats them with contempt, verbally criticizing them…