Have you ever thought about why you do what you do?  Why do so many people who attend church treat their spouse and children and others who don’t do what they want, badly?  Why do people sin sexually?  Why do some people drink a lot of alcohol or smoke or overeat?  Why do people trigger into angry and violent people?  What are some people calm, loving and honest while others rage, hate and lie?  Why are some people fearful and anxious while others are always at peace? We behave the way we do because of what happened to us when we grew up.  If we were born prematurely we will usually be afraid to be alone later in life.  If our mom had a scary birth process or was yelled at a lot by her husband or the father of the child, then the child will usually have fear and anxiety.  If we were shown porn or touched sexually when we were a child we will struggle with sexual purity later in life. If we felt rejected by a parent when we grew up then we will feel rejected easily by our friends or spouse if they say something or…

Satan can first hurt us as soon as we are conceived when we are in our mother’s womb if our mom or dad didn’t want us, they wanted a child of the opposite sex, if a mom suffered much trauma during her pregnancy which caused fear or rejection, a witch or warlock cursed us in the womb, falls, verbal abuse between our mom and dad or anyone, premature births, C-sections and any challenging deliveries that would cause fear to our mothers which then would be inherited by their child.  Then once the child is born the enemy attempts to hurt it as much as he can from as many people as possible and situations. So we can get hurt in a myriad of ways in our lives such as: Having negative words spoken to us by anyone (which we ALL have experienced) Having a parent who was religious who spoke condemnation and was harsh without love Having a parent who controlled you in an unhealthy way Emotional abuse Physical abuse Sexual abuse including viewing porn, being touched, molested, raped, incest Growing up without a father or mother Religious abuse or control Satanic Ritual Abuse Bullying Enduring a Jezebel spirit attack…

Jesus knew what being persecuted by the religious elect was like as he had many Pharisees and Scribes who were filled with pride and arrogance who were jealous of His knowledge and hated Him when he pointed out their hypocrisy.  The same demonic religious spirits that were speaking through the Pharisees and Scribes of Jesus’ day are still speaking today.  There are many who are leaders in today’s church who are filled with pride (the Leviathan spirit – Job 41) and piousness instead of the humble heart of Jesus, and they desire to kiss up to the head pastors, elders, etc. in order to position themselves for people to admire in order to show off their gifts of prophecy, musical talents, and teaching in order to make themselves look good all the while making up lies and gossiping about other people in the church to ultimately hurt them.  While it is never enjoyable to have people believe lies and half truths about you…you can take solace that Jesus and Paul and the other disciples went through the same thing.  And suffering for doing good is far better than when the Lord corrects those who are doing evil (as they will…

People who have sweet dispositions, good hearts and gentle spirits are prime targets for people who are more type A personalities who want to tell you what to do, how to do it, and are generally very controlling and ungodly people.   People who love to control and manipulate others will always have a stronger pride and will often act like they are godly but behind closed doors do very ungodly and worldly behavior.  They will try to convince their victims that they are in relationship with, that their victims are actually not good and need their help in order to live a good life as they are not capable of being godly without them.  They will twist scriptures. They will usually talk down to their victims, preying upon their victim’s weaker abilities to stand up to them and over time brainwash their victim into believing that they are much better people then their victim.  Those who are the weaker person would be walking in the Ahab spirit while the stronger, more controlling abuser would be operating in the Jezebel spirit.  Whenever you see a person operating in the Jezebel spirit you will be able to see whoever they marry take…

Most Christians have been erroneously taught that when they ask Jesus to come into their hearts that they are automatically saved and cannot have demons affecting them.  This is when it begins for a person to then start pursuing the process of getting healed from their past soul wounds and delivered from the demons tormenting their souls. Unfortunately most Christians think they are good to go and just need to read the Bible and pursue the gifts of tongues, prophecy, etc but most will struggle to live a life evident of the fruit of the spirit (Galatians 5:22-23) with love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.  Most continue to struggle with fear, anger, sexual impurity, jealousy, strife, wrath, taking an offense and behave much like the world.  That is why church goers don’t look much different from the world.  It explains why the divorce rate is the same amongst those attending church and those who don’t attend. It explains why most churches are a mess. Demons can only affect a human if they have legal rights through sin, unforgiveness, anger, bitterness, generational curses, witchcraft curses, etc. The Lord looks upon our hearts and minds (Jeremiah 17:10) and if we…

People around the world all get hurt growing up in various ways.  Most are hurt emotionally through hurtful words from people (often their own father or mother, a step-parent, other relatives, siblings, friends, etc., ) and some are hurt through physical or sexual abuse (or simply being touched sexually from anyone or shown pornography).  When we get hurt we will remember what happened to us as the demons tell us over and over again how evil those people were who took advantage of us so that we cannot truly forgive them in our hearts which gives the demons legal rights to continue to speak to our minds, giving us negative thoughts of anger, fear, anxiety, depression, impure sexual desires, etc.  Then many of those who were wounded come into the church and never get their soul wounds healed or delivered from their demons and continue to hurt people (usually their spouse, children and certain people that they target in the church).  About 85% of marriages (and relationships) consist of one person who has the spirit of Jezebel and Leviathan and another who has Ahab.  They work in tandem with each other but never have true godly intimacy.  So to understand…

Have you ever thought about the seeds that you sowed when you were younger will eventually turn into a harvest of what you planted once you get older?  Thus if you treat people with love, kindness and goodness and walk in humility the Lord sees that and will eventually bless you with a good harvest (often it can be later in your life when you are in your 40’s, 50’s or after you have suffered and endured many soul wounds as the Lord will use it later in your life) as long as you choose to forgive all who have hurt you in your past, humbled yourself from your pride and repented for your own sin and aligned your life with Christ.   Conversely if you treat people with evil, controlling, lying, pride and sexual sin then you could reap a harvest of failure, pain, loneliness, sickness and death.   Galatians 6:7-8 NKJV 7 Do not be deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a man sows, that he will also reap. 8 For he who sows to his flesh will of the flesh reap corruption, but he who sows to the Spirit will of the Spirit reap everlasting life.   It is amazing to see…

The Lord looks at our hearts and minds and ultimately at what our daily fruit is.  That is really the only way to know if a person is a real, authentic Christian or just a fake Christian in name only. How many people do you know who go to church regularly but still walk daily in pride, sexual sin, are controlling and demanding, selfish and mean?  Jesus did not like the Pharisees and scribes because He knew their hearts were evil and they simply acted pious in front of other people to make them look like they were godly as their pride was strong.  I used to think that people were Christians as soon as they asked Jesus to come into their hearts because that is what I was taught.  But then I observed many church attenders (including many pastors or their wives and other leaders) who chose to live lives of sexual impurity, ungodly behavior, pride and wanting to control and emotionally abuse their spouse and children causing much damage.  I learned why the divorce rate was so high amongst church attenders was because at least one of the two in marriage refused to own their evil behavior and…

Many people want to only think of God as an all loving, look the other way on people’s sins and consequences for people’s actions, who tolerates those who abuse others emotionally while giving us hyper grace to get into heaven after we have died instead of holding us accountable for our behavior and lack of fruits of the spirit, and looking at the intentions of our hearts and minds.  But God is a God of justice and He knows the truth about all of us.  He knows how we treat our spouse and children and other people and it all matters.  He knows if we are emotionally, verbally, physically or sexually abusive or perverse.  And the Bible says he hates abuse, perversity, lying, and doing evil.  There are many people who abuse their spouse their entire marriage and unfortunately use the religious people in the church to protect them by shouting the “God hates divorce” scripture in order to keep them in their abusive marriage while ignoring the scriptures about their own abuse of their spouse which causes many to reluctantly desire to leave them so they can actually live and not die a slow pre-mature death.   Proverbs 6:12-19…

When we grow up we will receive various wounds to our soul (our mind, will and emotions) from people such as our father, mother, step parents, grand-parents, relatives, siblings, neighbors, church people, law enforcement, etc.  We all receive wounds as some get hurt in smaller ways (negative words, ungodly behaviors, pornography, incest, etc.) and some in much larger ways (sexually molested or raped, physical abuse, being yelled or screamed at).  When we get wounded we will then have thoughts of our own but also thoughts from demons who will chime in to make sure you have some anger and bitterness develop towards those who hurt you.  The demons know that when you have bitterness develop that they will have legal rights to speak to you and then hurt you and cause you to have all kinds of issues with your relationships (spouse and children and others) and physical issues in your body (sickness and diseases).  Demons will tempt you to sin so you will get hurt more and develop various addictions (alcohol, drugs, smoking, sex, etc) and then make decisions that are to your detriment.  Pride will also have legal rights to enter you (the spirit of Leviathan in Job…