HARMFUL EXPERIENCES FROM YOUR PAST HAVE QUALIFIED YOU FOR MINISTRY TODAY  There are many of you who were hurt deeply by your father, mother, step parent, siblings, relatives, church people, friends, workplace colleagues, exposed to porn or sexually molested but the Lord has healed you from your wounds through forgiveness and deliverance to allow you now to minister to people today with all your past personal experiences of pain to draw from.  Understand when we get hurt and wounded as children we will usually hurt and wound people as adults until we walk through true forgiveness, repentance and deliverance. Then we have the same compassion like Jesus and can minister to others with the same hurts and wounds in a very strong and effective way to lead them to forgive and be delivered and freed.  Experience is the best teacher although can be the most painful. Many religious people want to disqualify those who have done bad things or appear to not have the elite religious training or education but then you think about all those in the Bible that God used and you understand it’s not who you used to be but who you have become today. Moses was…

JEZEBEL / NARCISSISTS WERE SLOWLY KILLING YOU BUT NOW YOU ARE THRIVING Many have had to separate themselves from people who were Narcissistic and had the Jezebel spirit because they realized they were feeling like they were slowly dying. They no longer had life, felt sick frequently, felt hopeless, depressed, alone, even suicidal and some got diseases.  So once the Lord confirmed to them that they needed to get away from their abuser because the abuser would not change - the abuser told them that they would never make it without them.  For some it took a few months to recover from the abuser - many more it took longer to recover because they were under the abuse for many more years - but now the peace that you walk in feels amazing.  You learned to forgive your abuser from your heart and given all your emotional hurts and pain to Jesus and He healed you. You received a Doctorate degree from the Lord in the fruit of the spirit known as long suffering! Your health has improved greatly, your hair is now healthy, you are physically, emotionally and spiritually stronger than ever before, and now you are helping others…

Many people in the church want to receive the strongest anointing from the Lord and have the most prominent positions as possible, but if they realized the cost it took to receive it would usually say no.   I never had a desire to do anything in ministry ever in my life.  My goal was to make as much money as possible, travel the world, enjoy a good life for myself, and die.  If I could influence a few people to come to Christ along the way then great.  Then one week I was invited to attend a Morris Cerullo conference in Nashville, TN in January 2009. I was prophesied over by three different evangelists and pastors my first time ever.  All three said that I would lead a ministry that would help people around the world to change their lives from messes and misery to peace and joy.  That I would flow in the gifts of prophecy, healing and deliverance.  I watched that week as Morris spoke and had other ministry people including Benny Hinn, Reinhard Bohnke, Myles Munroe,  Steve Munsey,  Kenneth Copeland, John Hagee, Mike Murdock amongst others.  It all looked amazing to me as the Lord began to…