Have you ever thought about why you do what you do?  Why do so many people who attend church treat their spouse and children and others who don’t do what they want, badly?  Why do people sin sexually?  Why do some people drink a lot of alcohol or smoke or overeat?  Why do people trigger into angry and violent people?  What are some people calm, loving and honest while others rage, hate and lie?  Why are some people fearful and anxious while others are always at peace? We behave the way we do because of what happened to us when we grew up.  If we were born prematurely we will usually be afraid to be alone later in life.  If our mom had a scary birth process or was yelled at a lot by her husband or the father of the child, then the child will usually have fear and anxiety.  If we were shown porn or touched sexually when we were a child we will struggle with sexual purity later in life. If we felt rejected by a parent when we grew up then we will feel rejected easily by our friends or spouse if they say something or…

Have you ever thought about why you do the things that you do?  Why do you spend the bulk of your time working at the job / career or ministry that you are at?  Why did you marry or divorce the person that you did?  Why do you do what you do in your leisure time?  Why do you eat the foods that you do and not eat other foods?  Why do you exercise or not exercise each week?  Why do you read the Bible or don’t read the Bible?  Most in the world simply try to get through one day in order to get to the next day but rarely think about why they do the things they do each day.  They usually justify that the reason they work at an unfulfilling job is because they need to make money so they can buy things to live or provide for their family. When I think about why I do the ministry that I do (trying to help people get healed from their past soul wounds and delivered) - it is because I lived through some personal pain that was deep and want to help others to be aware of…