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Demons want you to complain about your negative circumstances as much as possible. They want you to go on and on about how you are suffering and are being abused or have endured pain because it brings joy to them that you are being negatively affected. Remember how much the Israelites complained when they were in the desert instead of having a heart of gratitude that they were no longer slaves? God decided to finally have them all die (except for Joshua and Caleb) in the desert because He was tired of hearing them complain.

Have you ever been around a person who complains? It takes the life from you as you normally come down to their level and eventually it wears on you as you have to feel their pain and anguish and you can’t stay positive anymore or encouraging or lift them up. You have to feel horrible with them and languish together in sympathy. You take on the “poor me” attitude that they have. Then the demons are so pleased because now you are on their territory and you are both complaining about how you have been done wrong.

I remember when I had a spiritual mentor after the Lord led me to marry my second wife. God told me I would love her like Christ loved the church before I said “I do”. Then immediately on my wedding night my wife manifested on me and for hours began to rant and rage as her demons were excited that they got me to marry her and that she could now abuse me. As she was ranting and raging the Lord told me that I would be abused by her but that I could not tell any one. He didn’t tell me how long it would be. That yes I would love her like Christ loved the church but that she would take out all her anger and pain on me from the three men who divorced her. From the pain from her dad and mom who hurt her and other pain she had from others. I could not tell anyone. not even my spiritual mentor who I talked to several times a week for years.

So I was abused horribly emotionally, physically and sexually and told no one. Not even my mentor. Not my children. Not my family. I kept it quiet for the first year thinking she would get better but she didn’t. She got worse over year 2, then 3 years, 4 years, 5 years and finally 6 years and she was worse then ever. Then finally the Lord told me I needed to separate because her demons would never allow me to serve Him. She would refuse to change and get delivered. I had to choose to either serve Him or her demons. So I separated and fasted and prayed and did everything to help her change but she refused. Then she filed for her fourth divorce and went through with it. Then she lied about me to everyone who would listen.

Then I learned she had the Jezebel spirit and today my ministry has helped tens of thousands around the world to get their soul wounds healed and delivered from their demons and get free from the Jezebel spirit. We have helped so many save their marriages from strife and arguments and to have peace and joy. Not all – as people have a freewill and can choose to keep their demons and live in their lies if they want to. We have seen so many church people who have chosen to be honest and get their soul wounds healed and deliverance from their demons.

What I learned from not complaining about my horrible circumstances was that God wanted me to come to Him and not go to others for my source of strength or support. I also learned that Satan wanted me to feel tortured so much that I would complain to others about my circumstances but I refused to cooperate with him. It was not easy at all as my flesh wanted to get others to feel sorry for me. Complaining stops our ability to forgive.

Then after I had finally broken free from my abuser the Lord allowed me to share and then help others to get healed and delivered and the fruit of the ministry has been tremendous. Sometimes our greatest pain becomes our strongest resource as we are anointed to help others through their pain. When we don’t complain about our pain and go to God directly we become stronger spiritually then if we lament to others. David was attacked by Saul for many years and then eventually became king of Israel. Joseph suffered in jail wrongfully for over three years and didn’t complain and then was promoted to number two in command in all of Egypt. Jesus forgave his abusers as he was dying on the cross. Then rose to life again and reigns at the right hand of his Father.

“Do all things without complaining and disputing, that you may become blameless and harmless, children of God without fault in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation, among whom you shine as lights in the world, holding fast the word of life, so that I may rejoice in the day of Christ that I have not run in vain or labored in vain.”
‭‭Philippians‬ ‭2‬:‭14‬-‭16‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

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